I give up

It has been one of the weeks that I am to blame for everything that goes wrong. I can't always be it. I am tired.the egg shells hurt sometimes too.

Finally seeking help

Yes, he took me up on going to a counselor.  I hope it helps.  I feel like dancing on the moon!

Falling

I am falling or maybe I should day I am being pushed off a cliff. No control.

The lull....

How long will this last?  He is super depressed but not gambling.  I am enjoying the reprieve, but hate to see him so sad. 

Circles

My life is a circle of good, bad, depression and around and around we go.  I want to put my head in the sand. I am angry and scared all the time and can only escape the anxiety with sleep.

How can I get it to stop

I just don't get it, I don't know how to stop it, I don't know how to help, I only know I am very angry and frustrated!  Again today, not even noon and $120 gambled away.  We have $177 to last a week and a half.  at this rate by tomorrow we will only have $57.